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Huh?
Today taking charge of 12 pts.... Vy hack man...................
Really, I was busy like hell. Guess wad? All of them questioning why i have to stay back till so late...
Morning time it was still smoothly goin on...
Comes to 9 plus, My pt started to de-sat when we tried to wind off the o2. When we put back the o2, the sat still not picking up... Instead it desat till 81%. I was so scared, I informed the Dr.
She told me to increase the o2 to 4L.. Sat still 84% and BP was only 70/40mmhg.
I called her again. She told me to run a fast drip for the pt but there is no plug.
By the time she comes, the sat starts to pick up and maintain @ 97%. It was after 45 mins then she comes to set plug and took all the bld for my pt. She went to take ECG but she cant get the thing eventhough 2 ECG machine was used. Her face damn black sia, in the end i went over to other ward to borrow the machine...
I informed her to put up the DIL nicely, she said " I know what to do"
wad is this man? In the 1st place u shld have done all tis... and not till now
By the time gets settle with this pt its alre half shift gone.
Call bell rang non stop for my side.
C/o pain everywhere. I given IM injection and finally he settled off. one keep shouting for Nr, one keep asking u to do tis and that. another one demand for pain killer every hour.
To insert r/t for pt. other pt pulled out r/t. so many phone calls to answer.
got quite a few outing. IMR no where to be found. case sheet all over the place.
when u start writing report, tis call u that call u.
I 've got 4 pt need pounding for med, 2 r/t.
Is not that I do not want to get things done earlier. The problem is I cant.
I tried to finish as fast as i can.
Poor Lincy dint go for break bcos of me......
there is 2 discharges and luckily Lincy helped me for tt.
2 trolley bath to do. Not done by me...
I wonder if these are the working life i am goin to lead on, i may not be able to make it. seriously.
I am willing to learn but i need some time and encouragement.
Pls dun gossip around abt us. We dint mean to do all this. pls be kind ppl.

this is wad my horoscope says today:
"Uncertain outcomes are keeping you distracted from concentrating on what you're doing today -- you are so wrapped up in finding out what will happen next that you can't really live in the moment. But until you do, you will keep on feeling moody and slow. So today you need to try to figure out why future unknowns are so much more important to you than what's happening now. Learn how to let things unfold however they unfold. Believe that you can deal with things as they evolve, because you can."

I think its quite true in a sense of wad happened today....

anyway, 2 days ago, i was accused by my pt. He claimed tt I was not happy with him just bcos he keep asking for tolbutamide in the morning. He said I wanted to kill him with 20 over tablet which is ordered for his morning dose.... He even asked for me to write wad medicine he is on, wads all that for, and how much dosage he is on.
Will i do that even if i am really nt happy with him?
I wont seriously. I felt sad for wad he had said.
If i am tt kind of person, i will not enter nursing and start on this career.
I know u are concern over ur illness bt pls dun accuse me.