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Sunday, September 23, 2007
sad to hear tt one of my pt has passed away yest.
He was still able to talk to me yest.
he was once a difficult pt. deteriorating quite fast from the previous condition.
actually for transfer to AMK in the end cancelled due to the worsened condition.
I was once find him irritating. How can i feel that as a nurse.
I really felt bad abt it.
His wife came to visit him everyday without fail.
Bring some of the food tt he likes cos he always refused hosp food.
He keep verbalising wads the pt of living and also vent out his anger towards us.
hope tt by GOD taking him with him, he will feel much better.
Suffering has ended for him.
But sadness does follow on his wife.
Hope tt he will blessed her.
I am really sorry as i had once angry and grumbling abt u.
I am sorry , MR Goh.
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
12:45 AM
haiz..........
Suppose to be happy, but b4 I can tink of how much I am goin to get, I alre got headache. cos got so many things to pay. wad is tis?
neva get more than enough. Just nice.
now got even tougher with more request coming.
b4 alre crack brain, now even worse.
If onli i could print some, haiz...............
headache..............
vy vy tired. eyes goin to close soon.
bcoming more and more aware of SN job.
hope tt I can still survive till the end.
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
12:29 AM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
huh!
Finally my ears got spared for 1 day. Thanks to my dear BRO who sacrifice for our sake. I love u man. Although dint noe whether u are enjoying or suffering and blaming us for sending u there, at least my ears dint get burn.
For once u did smth good. hahaha
Hope u can help us to listen to him, talk to him, "pamper" him, as wad he wans.
Today real busy lor....
As a junior i finished work at 3. other team juniors alre finished
had a jab and blood taking today. I realised 1 thing le...
I tink i no longer fear of needles
hehehehe dunno true or not?
today had some sharing with Miss coffee...
she kena stressed a lot by her Pre.
Mine was so good to me, neva even scold me for the mistake i made.
Miss Coffee, dun worry. u can make it de. onwards and persevere. u have my fully support.
actually today i do PM shift, but kena called back bcos not enough staff.
today kena bully so many times by pt.
I dun blame them cos they are sick. but no matter wad, dun treat nurse like tt.
Its not fair for us..
ya, anyway i finished my shift liao..
looking forward to tmr.
"xi wang ming tian huei geng hao"
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
3:10 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
at minitoons
3 of us in swensens after catching a movie
while waiting for movie advertisment
looks yummy??
catch a bite too....
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
7:23 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
5:44 AM
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
5:11 AM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Today, not that busy, but I finished everything @ 4 plus. I received 1 case from ICU. This staff nr, rude in some way.
She asked me whether its a corner bed. Ya, 58 its corner bed according to my understanding of corner. She supposed to transfer the pt at 11 plus. In the end, she only transfer the pt at 1 pm and came to make a big fuss cos its not a corner bed according to her.
When we asked her why did she demanded a real corner bed, she said bcos pt is on contact precaution. I told her, our whole ward is on contact precaution. After hearing that, she somehow cooled down. I am surprised to see a chest tube on the pt. She only passed to me pt is on trache and on dialysis. Nothing else!!!! Chest tube is so impt and yet she dint pass to me.
I dint scold her for that. She wrote on the report tt duoderm dressing was intact. But wad i discovered is a dried up duoderm and she took it out in front of me.
Report done so nicely, but that is not the actual fact. Believe it or not, she is an ICU trained staff and tis is her standard. She passed report over to me in a mess. She was blaming her sister, cos sister rushing her to send the case down.
She sounded as if she is a senior staff, and so yaya papaya.
I didnt discover 1 impt thing until my SAN reminded me of the green inner tube. I checked thru and search for it. I cant find it.
I called p the staff. She said its all in the basin tt she brought together with the pt. I told her tt i have searched thru and cant find it. Then she told me that she is not there when they changed the whole trache tube. I confirming with her is the whole set came with the green tube. she replied that all shld be in the box.
I said dun have, she then said, what u want m,e to do then?
As a ICU staff u shldnt have done tis. This is not a standard of ICU staff.
she asked me to open up new set, if the DR wanna wind off the trache tube.
CANNOT DO TIS MAN!!!
After 10 mins, she called up saying that she found the tube. Earlier on she was fighting with me, claiming that all stuff has been sent up to our ward.
and she asked me, did i called her just asking for the green tube?
Hello, that thing is impt le....
enough of tt woman... ridiculous man.
I went to harbour front today to meet up with my poly mates.....
that was a rare opportunity to gather 10 of us there. although idnt get to join them at sentosa, but had real fun during our dinner time at breeks.
Jennifer is still like her usual pattern. With her around we had so much things to laugh abt.
David, cut his hair... almost botak. maybe stress due to work or maybe sad tt Fadzly is goin into the jungle... Yani quite quiet. Not her usual pattern le....
Fadzly still the same as before. goin into jungle on monday.
Suyun become skinnier..... but prettier wor...
Cecelia went to sunten herself. she was so red and got natural blushes on her cheeks.
Jackie still the same as before. Kena bullied by IMH staff plus sister. Dunno whether is he somehow affected by the pt. hahaha...
Grace is still like one sotong and cant eat hot stuff. she was the last one to settle her order for the food cos most of the food got black pepper....
everyone slims down. Is it due to stress or............
hopefully, next time we can get more ppl to come out together. tt will be much more fun...
Thx guys... enjoy urself.
somethings happen for a reason. instead of blaming, try to cherish every moment that u have.......
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
7:43 AM
Saturday, September 8, 2007
my wound become infected. got pus coming out. and its not closing well. on antibiotics now.
leg vy pain. swollen ++
today i do junior for 1st team. I was alone. No new staff on duty. I am receiving from HCA. I know she is busy in the morning. But she should at least finish up her documentation.
I asked her to check thru before she go back, she said she checked. In the end when i looked thru, its not done. she always like that. dun like her. she says u help me update la. so few things onli. She asked me to help her update the parameter. and guess for the temp is it? Funny rite?
and also the PN PMS.
everytime when ppl are passing over report, she will take away ur chart do tis and that.
tis whole afternoon i was really busy. My PN pregnant. she did 1st turning with me.
subsequently i do it myself. Not blaming her.
I got 3 pt on hourly to do, 3 of my pt's having diarrhea. I change diapers non stop. my pt's diet is not ordered. Got to order and look for hokkien mee for my PR pt. pt pulled out r/t. 3 pt on r/t. i only go for break at 7 plus.
I feel the morning HCA should stay back and finished up her work b4 she go back.
I dunno wad to say. My leg is swollen and painful.
the 1 who is free shld help around.
One of the staff said that she did turning for the whole ward.
she only came to change my 2 pts. that is when i go for break.
i finished up my food within 15 mins and come out. they sit inside for 1 hr.
I was left alone outside.
b4 i go for break i change 2 pts. one, i change everything including bed sheet. the other 1 change diaper only. I also sponge 1 pts.
sholudnt be calculative in work. but i feel that team work is really important.
shouldnt be racist. only help ur own ppl.
anyway I managed to finish my work and hand over to the night staff.
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
8:18 AM
Sunday, September 2, 2007
I dunno wad to say..........
My sis complain that when she comes home, we started nagging on her.
We are really concern abt her. why is she always reached home at 7 pm when she was like leaving home at 6 plus AM?
whose body can tahan for so long?
for sure u ll say stuff like, i am gonnna find ur principal, and ask him or scold him for that.
can see like all her other school mates leaving sch at 2+,3+,4+ or latest maybe 6+
now after moved to khatib, become worse lo... she even reached home at 8+ pm
see her came back so late, so tired, it was so heart pain.
when u ask her to change and bathe so tt she can have a good rest, she will show u face de.
sometimes i feel as a sister, i am good for nothing.
cant say my sis or cant say my bro...
my" " nagged and doesnt understand our condition at all. all he knows was to put blame on somebody else's. say no one care for him, no one understand him, no one supports him and all those nonsense la...
sometimes feel like crying.. I "NRAE" that .. but still like cracking my brain for ......
if that was for others, i bet its for sure enough de lo....
seeing my sis and mum goes to work, my heart aches.
do we really need to do that?
Outside appearance appear to be so good. but who knows deep down inside somebody else's?
I am not a good nurse, frankly speaking.................
i was trying my best to cope with my work. thx to LIncy for guiding me along.
I hope to hear ppl correcting me when i am wrong rather than nobody says anything abt me..
just passed my BCLS yest. tt dummie was damn hard to press lo..
half way doin, my foot bleed. that some how makes me worry.
I scared the wound is not gapping well. Lay hoon asked how am I? she cares a lot for all of us.
She is a really good nurse and sister and also educator...
Hope to be like her 1 day..
hope u understand gal. noone wanna scold someone for fun everyday. I ll try my best to make the sweet home that u want.
life is unpredictable, pls cherish every moment
3:05 AM
