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I cried for once in my almost 8 mths of joining ttsh.

scolded by pt's relative badly.
I cried because i felt unfair.
its my 1st day taking charge of that team, the most heavy team.
I was rushed to do things faster by my junior. " can u give her meds 1st or not?"
who doesnt want to be fast and efficient in work.
with the hundred and one things on ur mind, while serving meds and being pester by ur junior to rush u off just bcos she need to send pt over to 9A and the fact tt u got to answer the phone call for more things, its really driving me crazy.
I was really upset, she said "tts not ur love one tts why u are sitting on it. u dun feel the urgency.
I want to complain."
tt's theirs favourite words.
how can she said smth like that? its hurting.
I noe she cares for her mum, but who says i dun care and sitting on it?
I've checked with the rest tt they alre informed the ST, when i take over for tt morning, I alre told N i/c to list it as urgent.

feeling really upset, got no mood to eat.
but i saw him in the lift.
he cheered me up by just tt few sentences .
I felt i am crazy.
he's leaving soon.
so, just be crazy for few more days and shall end it.

tt day, i finished my work at 6
in the middle of some pending stuff on hold, i was forced to attend some talk.
I felt stupid.
anyway u just have to learn how to cope.

I am whefra certified to do the 2nd assesment. :-)