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Saw uncle Lou's maid few days ago, she dropped by to the ward..
has heard abt the news that uncle lou has passed away 1 wk ago.
when i saw her, i hit her gently..
inside my heart, i feel so sad..
i feel like crying...

uncle Lou,
he is someone who is so dear to me, n assh..
he is someone tt we will want to pamper, sweet talk, joke with even when the rest dont even bother to do so.
he is so close to me.
he can remember my name even when he is in confusion.
till today, his pic is still inside my locker..
the last admission, when he is abt to d/c, i asked him to take pic with me.
he waited for me >1/2 hr.
i was still busy doin my thing, so i told him we can take it next time..
who knows...
i regretted so much..

i am glad that he passed away in his sleep. n not in the ward.
if i have to resuscitate him in the ward and found that he cant make it, i will break down..

Dear uncle Lou,
i dote u a lot.. i miss u..
please have a good rest there.
we will visit u..